White noise

Uh...... i wake up out of breath blury vision and then calmness around me like a sheel of some bomb exploded beside me i hear nothin but something i like to call white noise.Endless painful and unclear all a part of the same nightmare i have been having for the past time of my life and then one day i relaise its ove wat abt u .......wait up ill continue...

Listening....

yes today it was a very hot day so hot that the heat turned into humidity and well humidity turn to rain as i sit here i can smell the earth after it was scortched by the sun, i can feel everything getting cleansed around me and the pitter patter of the rain drops well they sound like a rythim for some ritual is it gods message or just a figment of my imagination that the fall of drops of life actually fall in a tender like note to that of a piano but not as tuned as it can be, well as i stop for some time and close my eyese i reliase that the rain in fact give me some sense when it falls and is vreating a better scen as i first imagined the fall of water on con cret to that of on grass and earth respectively actually are in sync to give out a melody only an eager ear can hear but then to my suprise the melody of life wasnt finished but just bugun and i soon relalise that creature created by god all join into this wonderful ritual and give me a better sense of this world to wat i am used to see and what do i relaise that garden of eden is not lost but still present life can still be bright and as good as it can seem so i wait and fin ally come to a cross road were i fell am alive the rain gives life and well life is all we need to live when we are down and low for after the rain everything will give us a new perspective of how fruit ful life can actually be so hope people you are listining to you hearts and let it sync with your mind and do what is right in life be yourself and the world is in your palm..

"Violence"-In search of love!

Lets read that title with a VIA instead of the vi sounds chillin doesnt it well all the readers out there if there are some let me tell u that thios rosy picture u have about the world or ur life let alone is all a bad dream and one day when you wake up its goin to be too late so let me give you a hint you see in life there are three things taht keeps us goin one is mone well that means anything it can releate to like food clothing and shelter the next thing is the will to have more but it all comes down to the third thing that is love and love is like something that no one can take it throw it or burn it away from you na matter what they do to you yor final jugedment or verdict will lie upon the choice not you but your love helps you make after all its the love you want you wouldnt be happy if you had all the power and money in the world and no one loved you would you just think its like lookin in ablind spot...... life will make u cry laugh and do wat it needs to survive but the potential needed for it to acually live is well love my dear friend and this world of ours let me phrase that again this cruel world of ours well its just become a mystery with terriosim gang wars wars chines triads brother hoods drugs and guns rulin our lives wer do we go well we dont go no were we do the thing we know is right to do becauselove is followed by courage and so does the rest of you .....still confused well for people who dont know nelson mandela h(hope spelled it wright) and Ghandhi u need a reality check to life because as far as my 18 year old memory goes they are the only people who i think changed this world with the power of love what wrong did they do to that we did right was the freedom of the blacks asked so that they could fight for their rights through vengance and violence or thru love and peace ... did ghandhi dream of a croupt democratic india or a free world with brother hood to spare everywhere welll let me tell you atleast the indiand we all let ghandhis death go to a waste its like he died for no reason his life was a struggel to free us and we caught ourself in a bigger trap of living with numerous casts creeds and colour Y fight over the petty things whe some day you all have to die you think ur immortal well hope so you are cus some day ull know the truth and that the power of love willl change the way the world and the people in it live but first we start from finding it its nothing that can be lost or hidden but still has to be found >>>> am on the search for it ARE YOU>>>>>

!!!!!!!Bounce!!!!!

Well after reading my first blog people like u must have gone like wahh!!! but not yto worry cus you need not fear scribbler is here.

any way my new post is for another thought of life, an element unknown a thought of bouncing back from those dejected seats u all have filled those lazy butts of yours people those left over jobs for u ,because reality check nobodys comin to clean up ur act ... do it now and ur self life is and aint all about money or merry makin just hold on and think what did the great david throeau say for thou i survive i can live for thy i need i can serve .....confused well meaning- all i need to survive is all i requrie to live for and all i need to live for s all i need to earn... can be taken any way u want after all its the human mind that takes the thought the way we want you may want to live a life of a king yet feel slaved... dude or people its your life and this is the one only you have so y yes y feel dejected wen u got nothin u asked for its time we bounce back and show this ungreatful world that u aint any thing less time here is for u but not for ever and as i remember bon jovi say it-----------------------------------------------------------------------

"its now or never

i aint gon to live for ever

its my life"

Learn people there is something for all of us and well u design ur own destiny if u still sitting there then ur hopeless and need to gpo thru the post again and feel motivated then get those lazy bottoms of yours up that chair and go clean up ur act ... this is ur chance "YOU CAN DO IT"

its time to be the true underdog and show this ungreatful world that u are something that can change th way this worl works you are ..................................................................!!!!

Silent View

Ever once in a while, have any of you just wanted the world to stop the sound to end or the whole process to shut... hope so cus then it will prove your human. the thought it self to stand all alone with no sound and a calm sight with an umbrella when its drizlling over a hill from where you have a view of the whole horizon and then you feel the chilling breeze over ur moist lips running across your ears and you feel sad for beeing by yourself and then the thought comes "what would i not give to be with someone ight now", well this is ironic because moments ago you wanted to be alone and now you feel like having a companionship... thats just the course of the human mind that god designed for us after alll we are social animals we are trained to move in herds eat in groups and groom each other with our never ending chats and responsibilities but then why is a person alone or left out called a loser the fact we all tend to forget is that that person has in reality come to know the essence of life and the only hidden envy within our self, forces us to stray away from our own beeing and call him a loser. This is for all those people who get bullied or bully others actiually on second thoughts this is for every person on this life giving planet just wait and take some time of you lovely life give it a few slow breaths cut off your self from the world for a moment or more and see observe the silent view block your ears to what all you hear and open up you powers of observation and then the life you left moments ago will become more than lovely!! after all it is a silent view you were looking at this is also called as tapping into the concious mind and look at the world thru the eyes only after all its your life and you aint gettin another one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!