White noise

Uh...... i wake up out of breath blury vision and then calmness around me like a sheel of some bomb exploded beside me i hear nothin but something i like to call white noise.Endless painful and unclear all a part of the same nightmare i have been having for the past time of my life and then one day i relaise its ove wat abt u .......wait up ill continue...

Listening....

yes today it was a very hot day so hot that the heat turned into humidity and well humidity turn to rain as i sit here i can smell the earth after it was scortched by the sun, i can feel everything getting cleansed around me and the pitter patter of the rain drops well they sound like a rythim for some ritual is it gods message or just a figment of my imagination that the fall of drops of life actually fall in a tender like note to that of a piano but not as tuned as it can be, well as i stop for some time and close my eyese i reliase that the rain in fact give me some sense when it falls and is vreating a better scen as i first imagined the fall of water on con cret to that of on grass and earth respectively actually are in sync to give out a melody only an eager ear can hear but then to my suprise the melody of life wasnt finished but just bugun and i soon relalise that creature created by god all join into this wonderful ritual and give me a better sense of this world to wat i am used to see and what do i relaise that garden of eden is not lost but still present life can still be bright and as good as it can seem so i wait and fin ally come to a cross road were i fell am alive the rain gives life and well life is all we need to live when we are down and low for after the rain everything will give us a new perspective of how fruit ful life can actually be so hope people you are listining to you hearts and let it sync with your mind and do what is right in life be yourself and the world is in your palm..

"Violence"-In search of love!

Lets read that title with a VIA instead of the vi sounds chillin doesnt it well all the readers out there if there are some let me tell u that thios rosy picture u have about the world or ur life let alone is all a bad dream and one day when you wake up its goin to be too late so let me give you a hint you see in life there are three things taht keeps us goin one is mone well that means anything it can releate to like food clothing and shelter the next thing is the will to have more but it all comes down to the third thing that is love and love is like something that no one can take it throw it or burn it away from you na matter what they do to you yor final jugedment or verdict will lie upon the choice not you but your love helps you make after all its the love you want you wouldnt be happy if you had all the power and money in the world and no one loved you would you just think its like lookin in ablind spot...... life will make u cry laugh and do wat it needs to survive but the potential needed for it to acually live is well love my dear friend and this world of ours let me phrase that again this cruel world of ours well its just become a mystery with terriosim gang wars wars chines triads brother hoods drugs and guns rulin our lives wer do we go well we dont go no were we do the thing we know is right to do becauselove is followed by courage and so does the rest of you .....still confused well for people who dont know nelson mandela h(hope spelled it wright) and Ghandhi u need a reality check to life because as far as my 18 year old memory goes they are the only people who i think changed this world with the power of love what wrong did they do to that we did right was the freedom of the blacks asked so that they could fight for their rights through vengance and violence or thru love and peace ... did ghandhi dream of a croupt democratic india or a free world with brother hood to spare everywhere welll let me tell you atleast the indiand we all let ghandhis death go to a waste its like he died for no reason his life was a struggel to free us and we caught ourself in a bigger trap of living with numerous casts creeds and colour Y fight over the petty things whe some day you all have to die you think ur immortal well hope so you are cus some day ull know the truth and that the power of love willl change the way the world and the people in it live but first we start from finding it its nothing that can be lost or hidden but still has to be found >>>> am on the search for it ARE YOU>>>>>